So latley I've been having a feeling of 'something is not quite right' and of impending doom. The feeling has nothing to do with my trip back to nova scotia, but it's something else. I'm not sure why I see a seperation in this but I feel it quite strongly. The only way I feel it connected is a phobia that the calm won't last till I get to the airport and get off the island... and then I look out at a bright sunny day and up at the sky and I listen to the traffic..and see nothing wrong, but the feeling is still there. Sometimes when I lay in bed I feel the earth shakeing, but it's not. This shakeing feeling has been going on for about 2-3 weeks, but the doom feeling and that there is something wrong with the sunshine has been about two weeks and it's getting stronger.
I'm writing this out in hopes that it helps make the feeling stop rather then make it worce, and maybe a chance to go 'aha! I am psychic' if something does happen... (see i'm not all that enlightended ;) )
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